it’s just a little disappointing to me that you weren’t there. my relatives flew in to see me, and yet you couldn’t find the time to come. among all the people who came and supported me, it would have been nice to also to see you in that crowd. what was so important that you had to miss a day that I’ll never be able to do again. I know what has been done is done, and I shouldn’t make a big deal out of it anymore. but I don’t think I’ve ever been more disappointed in you.